Enough is Enough - My scribbling- Mokkai

LISTEN TO MY HEART

Last night while fighting for sleep. Ink started to over rule my blood.. here comes my sweet non-sense.

Pros and Cons go each other one to one through out the life. Pros and Cons have equal strength they won’t allow others to go ahead.
When my heart wanted and my mind was opposing. I went along with my heart. Mind lost but still it doesn't allow the heart to function properly it checks at all the time waits for the right opportunity to pull down. Distracts by all the way. But in the other end when I follow my mind, my heart accepts his defeat. Forgets it. It is in my Case!! Mind is more powerful than Heart.
Mind >> Heart

When I try to look at the sky at nights, simply I use to play with my mind. I will my self keep concentrating to see only sky without stars, but what happens is opposite to what my mind wants, stars will dominate my eyes and takes up my concentration. Sometime I will see only those small stars leaving the huge sky behind. Why things always go wrong??


Unlike others I even like losing. Let it be a small game or even the life itself. But see only when I have been committed to it. Something to which I have initiated. It doesn’t mean that I don't have the strength to oppose. Fear and cowardice ruling my life, others say its fate but as such I don’t much believe in this fate/god. Coming out of this circle is like breaking the broken glass. but do we need to ??

It’s been said clearly that. "What ever happens is only for Good". Accept the defeat. Don’t defend or oppose. Come on guys focus concentrate try try if we lose again leave it, think smartly if it follows then completely bury it. Good idea to escape. But can we??


People when don't get their favorite color in their gift of something they will go little down on their smile. Favorite depends on ones wish. Just imagine if it’s your life and you miss some thing which you liked more than anything. Others say it’s nothing we can forget and soon change our wants. Possible for patient everyone arround will look like doctors. It’s like reading the empty white page. Looks blank. What is memory then? Where are these likes and dislikes stored?? If it’s located in mind then why does heart pains in losing such things??

I often use to say "Die before death eats you" –If we open the bracket we need to know how to close that too. It has several meanings Firstly is like, if you are satisfied and reached your target then what for you are living (But see people never get satisfy as they are jealous), secondly giving way to others on earth don't over populate, earth is not any ones, let others also enjoy this healthy earth before the depletion, Thirdly some people don't like to follow the nature, they always teach others, they want to have their end by them self in their own way (This case is very rare, my path). But remember we don't know the death date then how can we die before our death?? It makes sense right?

To tell frankly I don’t much believe in god, but some time when I get some thing out of nothing I just Thank God but you know what happens with in few minutes things will be changed, my words starts directing against the God. My self I realize why I said thanks and why I hate when I really don’t believe in such things. Peculiar thoughts over rules the mind in some cases.